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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-09 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ He lifts the bottle to his lips with one hand, and with his other hand, he waves a little dismissively. The gesture is small, in deference to the half-healed wound high on his bicep, but the meaning is the same.

I know, I hear ya.

With one last healthy swig in his system, he corks the bottle, sliding it across the table to Vasquez – either as an offering to keep Faraday company, or an unspoken request for Vasquez to hold onto it for him for the morning.

Hard to say.

He collects his crutch, pushing himself to his feet. Unsurprisingly, he's unsteady, and the room tilts. Granted, he's used to both of those things, thanks to the various wounds and bruises littering his body and the medicine he'd been given to dull the pain. But this time, it's familiar, accompanied with a sort of fuzzy warmth and tingling in his limbs.

When he manages to stay upright, he starts hobbling his way toward the entrance. He pauses as he's limping past Vasquez.

He forces his voice to remain mild, forces himself to shove out that little thread of hope, though he's not sure how successful he is. ]


Comin'?
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-09 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's patently ridiculous that he holds his breath for an answer, steeling himself for disappointment. The agreement that comes instead coaxes another small, crooked half-smile from Faraday, before he forces it away.

He leads them out, the sky darkening bit by slow bit, gold and orange giving way to blue and purple. He's not cutting it close, exactly, but with as hobbled as he is, there isn't much time to dawdle.

The past few weeks, Faraday has been making the change in the privacy of his room in the boardinghouse – mostly out of necessity, considering he was mostly bedridden. Now that he's up and around – or at least, now that he's out, as unwise as it may be – being boxed in by those four walls for yet another night makes his stomach churn.

So he turns to the fields instead, the grasses still burned and stained with blood, some areas still stinking of rot. There's a decently secluded spot near the back of the livery that should be private enough to make the shift.

When they reach the spot – away from the town and prying eyes – Faraday starts to strip. Tugging the shirt off reveals the bandages wrapped around his arm and waist, the fading yellow bruises littering his torso, and that ever-present bite mark wrapped around his side, still a vibrant red, after all these years.

Kicking off his boots is easy enough, but kicking off his pants proves to be an issue, and he reluctantly gestures for Vasquez to step closer, to let Faraday rest a hand on his shoulder for balance – mostly because of the wound at his leg, but the booze certainly isn't helping matters.

It all strikes him as slightly hilarious, which is why he chuckles a little at himself – especially when he shifts, nearly losing his balance. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ He barks out a laugh, regaining his balance and offering Vasquez a companionable pat on his shoulder in place of a spoken word of thanks. He flashes him another bright, crooked grin. ]

Could do.

[ In a surprisingly agreeable tone. The drink, it seems, does a great deal to sand away a lot of Faraday's prickliness. ]

Can't be any worse than I was before.

[ This, as he's undoing his belt and working at the fastenings of his jeans, one-handed. It should be faster than this, admittedly, but with the whiskey doing its work, and with his arm made weak with the wound in his bicep, he's a little clumsy. ]

And if I end up knockin' myself out, well, at least then I won't have to deal with this bullshit.
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Another snort, as he manages to unfasten the button on his jeans. ]

Told you once, I'll tell you again – been doin' on this my own a lot longer'n I've known you.

[ Maybe modesty would demand that Faraday step away as he's stripping, but Vasquez has seen enough of him &ndeash; especially during his convalescence, when he couldn't do much on his own with how battered his body was – that Faraday doesn't do much more than angle himself away. ]

'Sides. Takes a lot more sweetness than you're capable of offerin' for me to accept any offers to strip me down.
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ He sighs, almost mournful. ]

More's the pity.

[ His mood is definitely lighter than usual – and while the drink has a lot to do with it, the fact that Faraday doesn't have to keep counting down the days where he finally loses this. The camaraderie, the banter, the almost flippant treatment of the disease darkening his veins. The fact that he can go into the change with a laugh, rather than curling in on himself and hoping desperately that no one will see him making the change, or hating every goddamn second and cursing his own existence.

There's no telling how long Vasquez will wander with him, but at least he knows it doesn't have to end the second they both depart from Rose Creek.

The last few bits of daylight are fading, and Faraday's eyes flicker gold before he grimaces, doubling over like he's taken a blow to the gut. He's still gripping Vasquez's shoulder, but he wraps his other arm around his middle, guarding the gash on his side, reaching for the wound at his back. ]


Shit—
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ He wants to grumble, "Speak English," but the words are stolen from him when another wave hits him, sending him to his knees. His hand is still twisted into the fabric of Vasquez's shirt, but Faraday feels Vasquez's grip on his elbow, providing him an anchor. He flashes Vasquez a grateful look, his eyes that familiar shade of gold. ]

Step back.

[ A warning, rather than a desperate command, and even in that brief statement, Faraday's voice shifts from human to something strange. His breathing sharpens, grows ragged, as he forces himself to release the vampire's shirt, wrapping both arms around himself.

It's never pretty, the transformation. It's never easy, either, even with all the years of forced practice. His health being what it is, these days, doesn't help in the slightest, but it seems the whiskey certainly does.

His bones crack and shift beneath his skin, his muscles and tendons stretching and lengthening – but his shouts and groans aren't quite as sharp as when he first stopped taking the laudanum. He's certainly not quiet, because short of being fully unconscious for it, the change will never be anything but agonizing – but he's quieter, which is— something.

Not much, but something.

And when the transformation is over, when the last rays of daylight have been snuffed out, he collapses, a heap of fur struggling to catch his breath. He aches like he's roused all those faded bruises, like he's torn open all those wounds again, even if a logical corner of his brain knows that physically, he's probably fine. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His breathing is rough, but slowly, it starts to even out as he gets his bearings.

When Vasquez touches him, Faraday lifts his head, looking at him a little blearily. At his question, Faraday lets out a low rumble.

Seems so.

It's awkward, it's slow, but he tries to maneuver himself upright. His shoulder and hind leg throb in time with his heartbeat, even with the whiskey dulling the sharpness, and he tries to put as little weight on them as possible – which means mostly balancing on two legs.

It's not ideal. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Faraday chuckles a little, though in this form, it comes out more like a few quick puffs of air.

He carefully tests his weight on his front leg, and while it still aches, it's manageable. He knows without trying that putting too much weight on his hind leg is liable to send him straight to the ground again, so he doesn't attempt it.

He's steady on his feet, for the most part, aside from a slight, telltale sway from the liquor, but he looks up at Vasquez expectantly, like he's asking, Where to? ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-10 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Faraday's eyes narrow, and if he could, he would immediately start arguing. Clearly he's not physically in a fantastic state, but he could surely manage to wander, at the very least.

In lieu of words, Faraday lets out a low, annoyed growl.

The question interrupts him, and unsurprisingly, Faraday had been preoccupied with drinking that eating fell by the wayside. The last time he had any proper food was probably around midday.

He gives a quick shake of his head. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-11 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Apparently the response is agreeable enough for Faraday, because he starts heading in that direction without further prompting.

His gait is awkward, and while his front leg is reluctantly holding his weight for the time being, he's still favoring it. His hind leg, however, is another matter entirely, and he keeps it lifted, close to his body. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-12 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Faraday, for once, is content to follow, limping along in Vasquez’s wake. The other man doesn’t get too far ahead, but neither does he make any obvious pauses in an attempt to let Faraday catch up – and both things do wonders for Faraday’s sense of pride.

Secretly, that’s what he appreciates about Vasquez. The vampire doesn’t cut him those worried looks, doesn’t wear those pitying moues when he thinks Faraday isn’t looking, doesn’t treat him like he’s thin, delicate porcelain, liable to crack at the slightest touch. He hangs around, of course, but his company is far from smothering – and racked with pain as Faraday might have been in those early days, he was at least aware enough to catch that familiar scent close by. Cigar smoke and sweat, gun oil and death, and something warm and familiar and earthy. Sun-warmed dust and stone.

(a small feeling. something that took in the scent and concluded, ally)

He lifts his head at the question and seems to give it some thought.

Eventually, he cocks his head one way then the other in a gesture that’s probably meant to be a shrug.

I’m not picky. ]
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[personal profile] peacemakers 2020-05-12 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As it turns out, wolves can, in fact, petulantly glare – or at the very least, Faraday’s wolf can.

And so he does, and he accompanies it with a low, exasperated growl.

Annoying bastard.

He halfheartedly snaps at Vasquez’s hat, too, once he doffs it, just to prove a point. Even with Vasquez doing him a favor – by offering his time, by keeping Faraday company, by not treating Faraday like a goddamn invalid incapable of taking even three steps under his own power – Faraday apparently has no qualms with petty acts of retribution.

Part of his charm. ]

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